mother's day...

I haven't wished my own mother a happy mother's day. My uncle called to remind me to do so, but I have all these feelings of neglect that I feel that I should reciprocate. Yes, that only makes me as bad as she was to me as a child. My own family has been very loving and affectionate to me.

I have decided to reply to an email that she had written to me for my birthday. Why not, she did the same?

I've just lowered myself to the same level as my own mother. So much pain and hurt that I can't seem to forget, nor forgive.