I think the reason, that I never finished this in the month of May...bc May was a horrendous month and I am looking to God, more than I had in a very long time. I ask God questions everyday, why me? Not only does it affect me, but it affected my entire family's lives.
Last night, I spent a great deal on looking up organ donation in Colorado & Wyoming. Since I had finally renewed my driver's license, I made my decision to donate. There are so many things that they can take from your body, plus if you give a whole body donation, in the State of Colorado - they cremate your loved ones to help in "funeral" expenses. One of my girl friends was pretty upset that they don't have that program...but just glancing over in OK, it is much more extensive and idk if it was the website that I was on...bc I was just clicking random sites. All I know, is that there has to be a medical school or facility that could use her body, then return her remains already cremated. Actually, if you type: organ donation in Oklahoma free cremation...several sites popped up, but I'm not all that computer savy.
Due to whatever pain that I "may be" experiencing isn't quite totally lupus, per my rheumatologist. He says that lupus pain can be treatable with pain medication. I've been having strange things happening, pains, aches, swollen, red and definitely water retention.
Ugh, my life really sucks!!